Murder | Devotion 3: Sojourner
As we look at the life of Moses, we learn that he was very human, just like us. If he had a resume, it might read something like this:
- Former member of the House of Pharaoh of Egypt – Prince
- Conquering Hero
- Accomplished Shepherd
- Mountain Climber (Mt. Sinai)
- Published author (Pentateuch)
- National Leader (Israel)
Conversely, Moses had a number of personal issues you would definitely leave off of a resume. They included anger issues, a convicted murderer, speech impediment, self-doubt, and self-control. I am sure he often felt like in his life, he started out a “hero” and ended up a “zero.” He did not always know what he was doing, or what God had in store for him. Often in my own life, I have found myself in that same condition. I felt like God had used me in some fashion, only to be tripped up by some of the same pitfalls that beset Moses.
In Exodus 2:11-16 we find Moses, a fugitive from Pharaoh (having murdered an Egyptian), holed up in Midian. Hanging out by what was probably one of the few water sources in the area, he saw some young ladies and their sheep being bullied by other shepherds. He came to their defense, ran off the bullies, then drew enough water for all of the young ladies’ sheep. Wondering why his daughters were home from work so early, their dad asked them what happened. He was so impressed with what Moses did that he invited him to dinner. The priest of Midian, Jethro, gave his daughter Zipporah to Moses as a wife. They have a son and Moses named him Gershom. The Bible tells us that Gershom’s name means “sojourner.”
The word sojourner is defined as a person who resides temporarily in a place. I believe this speaks to Moses’s mindset regarding his life to this point. He has no identity. The young ladies at the well identify him as an Egyptian, but he only looked the part. He really was not an Egyptian. He was a Hebrew. He was living in Midian, had a Midianite wife, but he was not a Midianite. He named his son using a word that described how he felt. He felt like a stranger. So who was he supposed to be?
Many times we as Christians find ourselves strangers, sojourners. We may look like the world, but our actions and speech should identify us as “Not of this world” (John 17:16). Peter writes in 1 Peter 2:11-12, “Beloved, I urge you as sojourners and exiles to abstain from the passions of the flesh, which wage war against your soul. Keep your conduct among the Gentiles honorable, so that when they speak against you as evildoers, they may see your good deeds and glorify God on the day of visitation.” Because of Who we follow, we are only residing here temporarily. People should be able to see that there is something different about us. They should see that we are “set apart” (2 Corinthians 6:17). Our good deeds should point people to what separates us, the Gospel, and the Gospel, or good news, should point them to Jesus.
Moses ended up finding his identity as a man of God and went on to lead the Israelites out of bondage from Egypt. His life was filled with ups and downs, successes and failures, just like ours are.
Is your identity that of a man or woman of God? Do you think of yourself as a “sojourner” in this world, with your eyes set on your glorifying God with your good deeds so that people will know your true identity? I pray that this is our goal!